Guess what I'm going to do?
I'm going to start looking on the bright side of life. Yes, I am. Yes, I am.
You see. I used to consider myself a realist, and when I looked at the glass I would see that it's half-empty, and say that it really needs to be refilled soon. Then I would plan and see how it should be refilled soon, cause I didn't know how I would do it and it seemed inconvenient and some obstacles were in the way.
Now I shall look at the glass and see that it is half-full! I'm going to say, wow, that was really good and luckily I have more! I'm going to take my time drinking the rest of this glass and then I won't worry about how it will get filled again. I trust that it'll happen. Of course, you need to plan for it to be filled, but worrying and stressing is not the right thing to do. It just makes things worse.
So I am going to say. 'Why not?" and 'What if?" And I will tell myself that I can and that I have nothing to lose and then I will be able to and I will have nothing to lose. I'm going to do things, not because I need to do them, but because I want to do them. I am going to go to bed early, not because I should in order to function for school in the morning, but because I enjoy sleeping and feel happier when I do so. I am going to write 10 pages of my script every week, not because it's due for class, but because I can remember the joys of telling and weaving a story of my own. I'm going to keep up with my homework and study for my classes not because I must in order to pass, but because I'm honestly bored and it takes up my time while doing something educational. (seriously it does. v.v)
So yes, instead of the girl that sees the glass as half-empty, I shall now be the girl who sees the glass as half-full, and who shall improve her life and try to live it to the fullest again, without getting completely stagnant and full of trepidation and worry.