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30 April 2020 @ 01:28 am

Most of my posts in here are private. I took some of the public ones that I had down because someone was stalking my account. So now almost all of them are private, and for friends eyes only. If you want to add me, send me a note, and if I know who you are or where I know you from I'll probably add you back. I'm a pretty friendly person, and I'm always open to new LJ friends. :)

<3 Paz

(and btw, ^Code Geass = LOVE. xD )

05 April 2009 @ 02:09 pm
Perhaps I'll do this:


I've seen other people who have done stuff for it, but haven't thought about it in a while til I saw someone else considering to do it in their journal. It'd be good for art improvement and perspective, no? But I'd also have to devote time, of course. v.v
Current Music: Hixxy - I See The Light
13 March 2009 @ 01:05 pm
Guess what I'm going to do?

I'm going to start looking on the bright side of life. Yes, I am. Yes, I am.

You see. I used to consider myself a realist, and when I looked at the glass I would see that it's half-empty, and say that it really needs to be refilled soon. Then I would plan and see how it should be refilled soon, cause I didn't know how I would do it and it seemed inconvenient and some obstacles were in the way.

But NOW.

Now I shall look at the glass and see that it is half-full! I'm going to say, wow, that was really good and luckily I have more! I'm going to take my time drinking the rest of this glass and then I won't worry about how it will get filled again. I trust that it'll happen. Of course, you need to plan for it to be filled, but worrying and stressing is not the right thing to do. It just makes things worse.

So I am going to say. 'Why not?" and 'What if?" And I will tell myself that I can and that I have nothing to lose and then I will be able to and I will have nothing to lose. I'm going to do things, not because I need to do them, but because I want to do them. I am going to go to bed early, not because I should in order to function for school in the morning, but because I enjoy sleeping and feel happier when I do so. I am going to write 10 pages of my script every week, not because it's due for class, but because I can remember the joys of telling and weaving a story of my own. I'm going to keep up with my homework and study for my classes not because I must in order to pass, but because I'm honestly bored and it takes up my time while doing something educational. (seriously it does. v.v)

So yes, instead of the girl that sees the glass as half-empty, I shall now be the girl who sees the glass as half-full, and who shall improve her life and try to live it to the fullest again, without getting completely stagnant and full of trepidation and worry.

*thumbs up*
Current Mood: hopefulhopeful
03 March 2009 @ 01:04 am


Now I just need lots and lots money and financial aid. =/
Current Music: The Fray "Happiness"
23 February 2009 @ 01:27 am

I was totally talking to a girl in Spanish and we were holding a nice conversation... but I apparently didn't even know that she was a native Spanish-speaker? That's so lame. She's been from the Honduras all this time that I've known her and I was completely lost. >.<

Nice going, me.
19 February 2009 @ 06:33 pm
When I'm bored, I should totally work on my stories instead of surf the internet. That way maybe some things'll get done, right?

And I'll stop procrastinating and act like the writer I am, instead of purely a student. v.v
Current Music: "Away" Breaking Benjamin
14 February 2009 @ 02:54 pm
Happy/Solemn Valentine's Day!


Happy/Unhappy Singles Awareness Day!

<3 and

05 February 2009 @ 11:21 pm
**I fear the pink not**

Right now, I am oh-so in love with:

1. Chaos;Head anime
2. Dead End manga
3. Fencing -though not with the sore hand from me gripping too hard-

Soon, I should also be in love with:

*My new script.

If I don't fall in love with it, then I should not be writing it. And so, I shall fall in love with it. I will spend time tonight with the characters and their histories and the setting of the story and I shall make the idea fun in my head again. The original idea was fun, but then I developed it and it feels more bland than it should. I want to put the magic back into it. It is a fantasy story after all.

--But seriously, for heaven's sakes its working name is PUPPETRY. That should inspire interest in me, no? Perhaps I'll just rewrite the whole middle of the story. Yet again.--


Current Music: "I Know" Placebo
03 February 2009 @ 08:24 pm
Alright so, here's my first trial with an AMV on Sony Vegas. I was really doing this for the effects, and honestly, this song does go well with Code Geass and it's beat can be used purely for effects. First 30 secs done in Movie Maker, re-edited in Vegas.

Press the ^ button and watch in HQ.

Comment/rate/etc. on youtube if you have an account. If not, then feel free to do it here.

EDIT: Changed the video. It works better now. ^^

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Current Music: Six Days Remix--DJ Shadow/Mos Def
30 January 2009 @ 04:18 pm
Ladies... and maybe gents I don't know... I have completed my work for today. Mailing out college applications, tramping in the snow to get food, submitting my poems and segmented essay to the contest... yup, all of that.

Now I am extremely extremely tired. But my mind doesn't feel tired, even though I know that I've had barely any sleep this week, but especially for the past two days. But my body is just stumbling all over everything and feels really heavy. It probably didn't help that I binded today, which probably gave me less air or something.

Anywho, I'm going to sleep soon.

But first my mind would like to talk to a British friend of mine that I haven't spoken to in forever. ^^
Current Mood: accomplishedaccomplished